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End of the Starting Line

This is my last post of my life on this blog. Not maintaining this blog anymore because 1. I have nothing interesting to blog. 2. I lost the interest of blogging. 3. I feel my privacy gone. Stalkers, guys or girls who have been following, a big thank you ( I see an average of 100 per month). Maybe someday you will find me blogging again! But for the time being no, my apologies.

Just finished and handing up my last piece of work in Temasek JC. I can't say time flies, because it really didn't. I must say this two years is a dread. I dread going to school almost everyday. There's no teachers I really look forward to attending his/her lessons. Especially my J1 teachers. I do have very nice friends around! My first friend in TJC Beverly! I'm sure we will keep in contact right? My best friend! ( I used to sneak around her and look at who's she texting hahaha!!!) I must really thank myself for sitting next to her. I recalled the first time stepping into the Auditorium of TJC and it's just a big feeling of WOAH and OHHH cos the whole Audi is practically in a mess and craze. People are screaming like nuts and I have totally no clue what's going on. And then I saw an isolated space beside a girl. Ahuh it's Bev. For the rest of our OG lives, we went lunch break lectures together. She's a nice person to talk to! I remember plucking up my courage to spark a new conversation and then we can't stop talking anymore. HAHA. And the first day it's mostly packed with very boring talks. And most of the time I disturbed her. HAHA. Since we were located at the top of the Audi, we spent time talking. And then the last day OG night, we suddenly get to know MingRong and gev! Both were damn cute I swear. Oh no, I really miss the first few days of school. It's all play and no study! HAHAHA!

Okay side track. I never thought of going into TJ. My thought is National JC or SAJC. And then it's just a impulse decision to just put it at first choice. Crazily I put SRJC as second choice ( I really forgot why! ) OHH!! I think it's because of PeiC. She did not meet her expectations so I thought of going to SRJC with her! :D I never knew the reputation of JC can be that big. For example, I was searching for a temp jobs few days back. And the person chose me over a Pioneer JC girl. I'm not trying to say PJC is lousy or whatsoever. But TJC is considered to be a prestigious school isn't it? Afterall it's a top5 JC. So... Ya you know what I'm trying to drive at right. So afterall I didn't make a wrong choice. But somehow the stress and competition in TJC can be rather overwhelming. Sigh.

Back to JC life. Because of the different combi we chose, Bev and I are separated. Did I mention most of my trips home are spent with Dathne? HAHA. I rmbed she would speak to me about the latest hot guys in our school ( but come to think of it, these guys arent that hot.) You know that one-and-a-half-hour can be damn boring. Without companionship I would be sleeping but it's damn uncomfortable. So somehow I changed my route to school. A shorter and more friendly trip by heading to the East straight from my house busstop. So moral of the story is, CHOOSE A SCHOOL THAT IS LOCATED NEAR YOUR HOUSE. It's really not the worth trying to wake up early than anyone else and going home later also. Kinda regret haiya!

Oh now the class part. The first few days were really not bad! I find the people really nice. But as time goes on, you start to be intolerant of certain people don't you? I must really admit that I'm not happy with a certain person ( don't really want to mention the name though) and SUAY ENOUGH ( never been this suay you know!) I was asked to be in the same PW group as that person. I certainly have my own personal reasons of disliking that person what! I'm not an unreasonable person anyway. Ok wait. I'm not done. The point is I like her more after I'm in the same PW group. She's a nice person to work with. And after being together with my other PW group, I really like all of them. Being the leader I'm sianed being upholding the task to organise this and that. But people like MinEn and Lanxin are all very initiative to help out. Kenneth is the clown of the group. Afterall it's a fun team to be in!

I must say I work really hard in my J1 life, but unproductive in the results I produced. And I reflected and realise the key problem to it JUST AFTER PRELIMS! YES! Crazy right! So I'm now kinda confident for Alevels? hoho! hahahah! Anyway don't wanna flaunt my mistakes here cos it's quite embarrassing. Anyway, the teachers really sucked. My J1 physics teacher was totally ignorant about the weaker students I swear. All she did was just to rush through the tutorials, giving really stupid dumb tests every now and then, lashing at people who failed the tests and READING OUT OUR MARKS ALOUD. Sigh I really threw all my faces in this class. Almost all of the teachers do this I don't know what's with the TJ culture really! Motivation bullshit! You call that motivation? Roar. Then I've gotten another retard chem teacher who can't teach at all. I must really pity the h2 students who are still under her. How could someone survive under her lessons seriously! And she couldn't stop flirting with the boys! Gosh. I must really hunt her down someday. My chem life in J1 was totally screwed you know!

Then the J2 life, it's much more stressful but I guess it's somehow more tolerant. There's changes made to my chem and physics teacher. And both are really kind and caring teachers. Ya You must be wondering why I didn't mention my Econs teacher. OMG I think I would just puke blood now upon thinking of him. Another bullshit Econs life under that fat ass. Gosh. Oh GP lessons! I LOVE MY GP TUTOR TO THE MAX I SWEAR. Everytime I see him I feel like calling him papa or daddy ( he's damn fatherly!) Okay he's damn nice! AND MRS GOH MY MATHS TUTOR! BEST TUTOR IN TJ! She gave me a tolebrone just weeks before As! So nice right AWWW!!!!

And J2 life is much more meaningful. I spent more time with my classmates especially Maureen! I must say I'm really close to her now after sharing so much dirty little secrets HAHAHA!! Most of the time we complain about these and that BUT we would comfort one and another hee. Mau is very sweet! And tame. When I talk to her I would lower down my volume cos I'm afraid of scaring her man! haha! Oh! She reminded me that I forgot to pay her Dee's present but I do not have enough spare cash. Then today, while doing my chem MCQ, I was reminded of it and I took down onto the data booklet HAHAHA!!! BUT it still slipped off my mind gosh how dumb I was. ( Mau! I hope you find a job soon okay!) Speaking of which, Suan is my bestest friend cos' most of the time was spent with her, either going home or soccer trainings. She has a very unique character that made her special, such as her diet hahhahaha! and her attitude. I like her direct way although sometimes it might break my heart hahahaha! But I won't forgot her! I rmb going out with her for the first time was the start of 2011 when we are heading to Suju's concert SS3! She couldn't stop talking about the pink guitar. She mentioned that the Sungmin's supporter are going to make paper pink guitars to show their love for Sungmin. But apparently when we went there I saw none of it!!! HAHAHA! and not to mention, she couldn't stop flaunting about Kyuhyun's eye-contact with her. Sigh buay tahan! Oh and BingLin! Very amusing indeed. I only get to know her much better after the prelims period. So short yet we talked a lot! And I find her a very mature person with deep thoughts! Really love her mature thoughts! That's why all of us call her mummy ( she's so motherly!)

Of course Soccer is another unforgettable activity in my JC life. Most of the time were spent trainings. But our inside jokes such as the Toga Bibs! HAHa a new fashion we created with the bibs. The rollingonthefield! Catching the lizards in the Store! Sleeping in the field and commenting at how lousy the soccer guys are! ( haha sorry guys!) pushing that heavy cage around! MrLee's Chloe! And the nonstop calling of TEACHER! that made him mad! Really really miss all these! I miss you Brenda! I know you are surviving hard with the new team, but I'm really proud of you Captain Bren! Always rmb we are behind you yay! I rmb singing TheClickFive's Friday Night with her every friday training, eating together with the team at night at the opposite dessert store!! Taking 38 with Tom that takes forever. Being pushed by Perly in games! scolded by Lee! Asking Captain Jelly to cut down our warmup! ( I swear warmups are a torture haiyooiiiii) doing side foot passing with Tom, always grouping with Tom! MrLee's self created Rugby game, his forever unfathomable rules! ( we spent more time understanding the rules of the games!) and lots lots lots! That could never be mentioned at one go. Too muchhh!!! Tom I will miss our couple time :( and Perly's sick jokes! And Bren's Indian accent haha! And Mingwai's damn boliao jokes ( she went to ask Mr Lee to shutup once DAMN EPIC I SWEAR and of course got a dressing from Lee! haha!!!) MINGWAI'S OWN GOAL WHILE ATTEMPTING TO CLEAR THE BALL AT OUR FRIENDLY'S. HAHA! damn embarrassing. Scolding the referee for being unfair. Dragging time when we are losing HAHA! Soccer is really the best period of my time in my JC life :D

Now it's just days of enjoyment. Really hope something can spark my interest in blogging again! For the time being, you can go hopping onto other blogs! HEE! Shopping with corliss tomorrow can't wait. And starting work in few days' time. And class, I'm going for the class BBQ 'cos I'm afraid you people will miss me! HAHA!

Bye readers ( aww dont cry!) See you real soon! And watch this space maybe 3 months later? Heee. You can keep in contact with me by emails! givonlim@gmail.com

Pyeong!